marriage

I was married with a woman 

and had a son with her 

for me it was a boring marriage 

and the worst sex I have ever had 

she didn't allow me to fuck her ass 

so it was only vaginal sex 

and because the vagina is less tight than the asshole 

then I felt less and less as I fucked her vagina 

as the months passed 

and I was married to her for many years 

and if she sucked on my cock 

then she only allowed me to ejaculare on a towel on the bed 

during our entire marriage 

which was extremely sexually frustrating for me 

so it was torture for me to have sex with my then wife 

literally 

and since I could see that many young attractive girls 

were in love with me 

then it became even worse for me 

to have unsatisfying sex with my then wife 

and because we were married 

I couldn't have sex with the horde of young attractive girls 

that loved me 

I know that unrighteous individuals 

controlled my then wife 

as a tool 

to abuse and torture me 

by being a boring wife 

and by only allowing me to have unsatisfying sex with her 

I would have preferred to have been a virgin 

until I was 50 years old 

instead of having sex with her 

but I'm glad that I have a son 

but I should have waited with making a woman pregnant 

until no more unrighteous individuals are alive or born 

because unrighteous individuals are abusing and torturing my son