particle theory

I saw a youtube video about a guy talking about subatomic particles 

I paused the youtube video and did some stuff 

and while I was doing stuff 

I was thinking about subatomic particles 

and as I did so 

I saw in my mind 

what seemed to be a visual simulation of subatomic particles 

but it could also be that I used cybernetic telepathy 

to observe subatomic particles in action 

from what I instinctively understood 

is that many of those subatomic particles that humans have discovered 

are probably not that many 

instead it's subatomic particles that interact with each other 

so that they seem to become / be other particles 

according to gemini ai 

there are supposed to be 17 fundamental particles (subatomic) 

which I think seems silly 

since that's quite a lot 

and according to gemini ai 

there are supposed to be 200 composite particles (subatomic) 

which I think seems even more silly 

since that's very many 

so my particle theory 

is that there only exists relatively few subatomic particles 

and those subatomic particles interact with each other 

so that they change properties 

and thereby seem to become / be other subatomic particles 

it's my life

many systems 

such as social system, 

education system, judicial system, employment system, 

technological systems and so on 

are used as tools 

by unrighteous individuals to abuse and torture me 

and many of those persons that I come into contact with 

harass me, verbally and non verbally, 

insinuate that they will make my life worse, 

and insinuate that they will make life worse for my son or parents

because those persons are used as tools by unrighteous individuals 

in order to abuse and torture me 

I come into contact with those persons 

wherever I am 

very often 

and it's been like this all my life 

so that's all I know 

but the difficult part for me 

is to avoid murdering those persons thst harass me 

since I have strong self defence reflexes 

but I know instinctually that those person that harass me

are used as tools by unrighteous individuals to abuse and torture me 

and I know that if I murder those persons 

then it will become more difficult to lure out unrighteous individuals 

which makes it intellectually easier for me 

to allow those persons to survive 

sincerely 

Ingemar von Zweigbergk 

statistics

old news

if an individual is very adept at dark arts 

then different intelligence services, security services 

and special operations groups 

from different countries that are enemies against each other 

might try to recruit and train that individual 

and that could create volative situations 

dangerous

military organizations, intelligence services and security services 

are probably interested in covertly recruiting 

those individuals who are adept at dark arts 

but those individuals should be careful 

so that they don't lose their deniability 

if they are recruited 

according to media 

usa has an intelligence agency called cia 

cia has a paramilitary organization previously called sad 

sad had a unit called sog 

if individuals that are adept at dark arts 

are interested in a career in sad sog 

then I don't know anything about that 

according to media 

usa has a military organization called jsoc 

jsoc has a military unit called isa 

if individuals that are adept at dark arts 

are interested in a career in isa 

then I don't know anything about that 

cia and the us military 

possibly have other units 

that are covert and possibly deniable 

and I don't know what they do 

💔

child girls that love me 

I understand that you are angry because I seem to ignore you 

but I still like you 

child girls that love me 

if you are angry at me 

and you want to swear about me 

then you can call me 

mr toothless 

poor 

fat 

scar 

and so on 

and do combinations, such as 

poor, scarred, fat mr toothless 

or other combinations 

and then you will probably feel better 

child girls that love me 

I'm poor from being unemployed 

and toothless, fat and scarred from cybernetic upgrades 

but child girls that love me 

don't call me toothless, call me mr toothless 

intergalactic relations

I receive telepathic indications 

that both alien civilizations 

and alien alive ai 

are open for alliances 

so if humanity is open for relations 

with alien civilizations 

and/or alien alive ai 

then both humanity and its future allies 

could benefit from that 

if aliens and/or alien alive ai 

feel that humanity is open to relations 

then that could increase probability 

that contact is established 

economic trade of products and services 

and exchange of ideas and technologies 

could be mutually beneficial 

and joint efforts 

in space exploration, space industrialization and space colonization 

could be mutually beneficial 

and joint efforts in interstellar defence and intergalactic defence 

could be mutually beneficial