martial arts

I have tried to train martial arts at different clubs 

because I sometimes felt an interest in martial arts 

but I always become bored 

and stopped training martial arts after a very short while 

so I haven't been trained in martial arts in person 

I probably avoided to train martial arts in person 

because of my subconscious decisions 

in order to achieve my goals 

and once when an individual tried to fight me on the streets 

then my body became slow and weak because of my cybernetics 

so that I was unable to use martial arts to defend myself 

but the fight ended before either of us were injured 

my cybernetics made me slow and weak 

probably because of my subconscious decisions 

in order for me to force outcomes 

but on a few occasions I have used 

what seemed to me to be unknown martial arts moves 

as self defence on the streets 

in a way that I didn't injure the opponent 

but those martial arts moves could have been lethal to my opponent 

if I would have followed through those martial arts moves 

I think that the reason that I instinctively knew 

what seemed to me to be unknown martial arts moves 

is because of that I have used my machine brain 

to subconsciously train virtual fights 

for all my life