weird physics

I had my eyes closed and I was in a meditative state 

so that I saw some physics experiment 

from what my consciousness understands: 

compress matter so that a small black hole is created 

prevent the small black hole from growing 

while feeding the small black hole more matter and possibly energy 

then a reaction will occur 

so that some type of structure will be created 

a black hole usually grows when fed matter 

but the reaction occurs 

because the black hole is prevented from growing 

while being fed matter