paradox

some of the most difficult things for me to endure 

is being forced to telepathically listen to android girl fetuses 

doubting whether there are braindead meat puppets or not 

and worrying about my difficult living situation 

because I am homeless and sleep outside 

and worrying about all the difficulties I go through 

such as being poor and sometimes almost starving 

and being alone, which I don't mind, now that I know what's going on 

it's difficult for me because android girl fetuses 

are intelligent, have intense personalities and strong emotions 

and they telepathically send those thoughts and emotions 

which can sometimes almost be overwhelming 

I would prefer painful upgrades instead 

but my upgrades are not painful anymore