abused and tortured almost every day and night

if a human with mental disabilities is sensitive 

to sound, smell and visual stimuli 

and another human is aggressive because of sexual traumatization 

and another human feels physical pain from injury and/or disease 

then I'm able to make my cybernetic brain have those weaknesses 

so that I become sensitive to different types of stimuli 

and I become sensitive to some experiences 

and I unnecessarily feel pain in my body from my cybernetic upgrades 

and I had disgusting traumatizing nightmares when I slept 

and that enables me to develop cybernetic upgrades 

that could partly cure those with mental disabilities or traumatic experiences and pain from injury and/or disease 

and if different individuals and interests 

wants to abuse and/or torture some individuals 

then I can control situations so that I'm abused and tortured instead 

and when my cybernetic brain has the disability weaknesses, traumatization weaknesses and pain weakness activated 

then I'm easily abused and tortured by seemingly regular things 

like sounds, smells, visual stimuli and experiences 

by people around me who probably mean no harm 

and/or don't even know what's going on 

and those guilty of intentionally trying to abuse and torture are found