my past

before second half of the year 2018 

I did not know what was going on 

I thought I was an ordinary guy 

unlucky and incompetent in ordinary in ordinary things 

lucky and competent in dangerous situations 

I wanted to date and have sex with young attractive human girls 

but I never succeeded in dating and having sex with human girls that were young and attractive 

I only dated and had sex with women that were old and unattractive