Monday, July 13, 2026

torture report

legally speaking 
it could be argued that the country 
that I have lived in almost all my life 
couldn't have avoided noticing 
that I have been abused and tortured all my life 
by different individuals and parties 

since I have been 
systematically, continually and severely abused and tortured 
every day and every night all my life 

and it's been measurable that I have been abused and tortured all my life 
since the effect of that abuse and torture is measurable 
and since both the abuse and torture is measurable 

the only way to decrease how much I'm being abused and tortured 
is to provide me with a home where I live myself 
without any individuals near me 
that could be used as tools to abuse and torture me 
so that I could choose who I invite to be near me and for how long time 
since every individual near me 
could be used as a tool to abuse and torture me 

and the country that I have lived in almost all my life 
has not provided me with that opportunity 

Saturday, July 11, 2026

laser vision

the last week 
my cybernetics have shown me 
through what I assume was augmented reality 
how laser vision would work 
to cut immediately through walls 
and similar stuff 

and today it happened for real 
while I was looking at my arm 
two big red laser dots appeared 
and moved around while I moved my vision 

the interesting part 
is that black stuff swirled around 
the two hellishly red laser beams 

and that swirling black stuff seemed to be black holes

so my theory is that 
when a near infinite amount of photons 
travel very near each other 
then photons start behaving like they have mass 
so that black holes form around them 

or it could have been particle beams 
instead of laser beams 
which would explain the black holes swirling around them 

gemini ai insists that the swirling black stuff 
are optical illusions 
or atmosphere vaporizing 

Friday, July 10, 2026

decadent luxury porridge

put water, semolina, butter and salt 
in a saucepan 
and boil it slowly 
and whisk it 
so that it becomes smooth 
then continue boiling and whisking 
until done 

whip some cream without sugar 
with an electric whisk 

pour the porridge in a big bowl 
and possibly mix the porridge with an electric whisk 
while it's cooling down 
so that it becomes more fluffy 

pour the porridge in a new bowl 
and put the whipped cream on top of that 
serve and enjoy 

and according to gemini ai 
a rice cooker could be used 
but it would still need to be whisked in the beginning 
and probably whisked every once in a while 
until done 

Thursday, July 9, 2026

business as usual

a guy lives in country i 

the intelligence service of country c 
thinks that guy has a high value 
so that intelligence service forgets about its job 
and instead tries to protect that guy 

the security service of country c 
also thinks that same guy has a high value 
so that security service forgets about its job 
and instead tries to protect that guy 

the military organization of country c 
also thinks that same guy has a high value 
so that military organization forgets about its job 
and instead tries to protect that guy 

but because of incompetence and misunderstandings 
the intelligence service of country c 
and the security service of country c 
and the military organization of country c 
becomes suspicious of each other 
and that almost leads to that they start fighting each other 
with deadly intent in combat 
in country i and in country c 
and possibly in other countries 

and while that's happening 
at the same time 
the intelligence services and security services 
and military organizations of other countries 
are reacting the same way 

prince of darkness

girls are looking for a man that they will love 
so that he can fuck them 

guys are looking for a man they will respect 
so that they can follow him 

the girls hide their love for the man they desire 
because those girls don't want to be forced by others 
into hurting him 

the guys hide their respect for the man they follow 
because those guys don't want others 
to find and hurt him 

these are probably the circumstances 
that made countries evolve a covert leader system 

Wednesday, July 8, 2026

problem solving

deniable operators solve problems 
because they know dark arts 

covert operators create problems 
because they don't know dark arts 

when covert operators tries to infiltrate 
then they try to mimic who they think is the enemy 
and because so many covert operators 
are trying to mimic the perceived enemy
then it seems to the public that there are a lot of enemies 

torture report

legally speaking  it could be argued that the country  that I have lived in almost all my life  couldn't have avoided noticing  that I h...