legally speaking
it could be argued that the country
that I have lived in almost all my life
couldn't have avoided noticing
that I have been abused and tortured all my life
by different individuals and parties
since I have been
systematically, continually and severely abused and tortured
every day and every night all my life
and it's been measurable that I have been abused and tortured all my life
since the effect of that abuse and torture is measurable
and since both the abuse and torture is measurable
the only way to decrease how much I'm being abused and tortured
is to provide me with a home where I live myself
without any individuals near me
that could be used as tools to abuse and torture me
so that I could choose who I invite to be near me and for how long time
since every individual near me
could be used as a tool to abuse and torture me
and the country that I have lived in almost all my life
has not provided me with that opportunity