underwhelming

a short while ago 

I was standing 

and I telepathically heard "flight test" 

then I felt my feet pressing against the floor 

like I was getting heavier 

but I didn't feel heavier, I felt lighter 

instead it felt like my body was moving towards the floor 

so that my feet were pressing against the floor 

and then after a while it stopped 

then I realized that I wasn't trying to fly upwards 

instead I was trying to fly downwards 

I've been through this process many times before 

but the telepathic communication 

that I received before was less formal 

statistics

breaking the walls in society

I prefer that it's visible to humans 

that I'm a living machine 

an android consisting of exotic technology 

since that makes it visible to humans 

that I'm obviously cybernetic 

and that my cybernetics is far more advanced 

than what media claims is possible 

and since every government in every country 

would most likely deny that they have any knowledge 

about whether I'm cybernetic or not 

and those governments would probably deny 

that such advanced cybernetics exists at all 

then that could possibly create games 

that could lead to results 

and since it becomes visible 

to anyone that's interested enough to meet me 

that I consist of exotic technology 

while their own governments deny it's even possible 

then that breaks down some walls in society 

so that people realize 

that the possibilities are endless 

and when those walls in society are broken 

then it will enable android children 

to publicly, but not officially 

become better at everything they do 

without humans getting too psychologically shocked 

and it will prepare righteous humans 

for the benefits 

that their exotic technology cybernetic upgrades 

will bring them 

black or white

it doesn't matter if you know dark arts or not 

because when you survive in this world 

then you endure a lot of suffering 

since unrighteous individuals are trying to ruin life for others 

and that lures out unrighteous individuals 

so that unrighteous individuals don't survive 

science

if a physicist or mathematician 

has some basic understanding 

about self replicating molecular machines 

and self replicating atomic machines 

and if that physicist or matematician 

assumes that what I claim is true 

that molecular machines or atomic machines 

were injected into me 

when I was a zygote or fetus 

and that I continued to cybernetically upgrade myself 

very rapidly 

every day and night 

since I was in the womb 

and that after I was born 

then I continued to cybernetically upgrade myself 

at a continuously increasing speed 

every day and night 

for the rest of my life 

then that physicist or mathematician 

will realize 

that since I was born 1981 

then I've had 45 years of continuous cybernetic upgrades 

which would make my cybernetic upgrades 

far beyond self replicating subatomic machines 

and possibly cybernetic machinery 

beyond planck length scale 

time

I saw telepathically 
that when I travel too fast through space 

in person without a spacecraft 

then time itself wrinkles up around me 

and that wrinkled time 

accumulates around me like a big mess 

so much that it prevents me from going faster 

so I need to cybernetically upgrade myself 

a lot more 

youtube

the only reason that I could think of 

for me to do youtube videos in person 

would be if I explained ideas, concepts and strategies 

without saying too much 

in those youtube videos 

as a way to spread knowledge 

but my teeth are completely destroyed 

from my cybernetic upgrades 

so I don't want to be seen like that on a youtube video